Sshhh.. Don't tell.

Do you ever say something quietly to yourself when you're alone? Something you'd never admit to anyone else, or maybe just something you're not sure if you believe, so you just try saying it--today I did.

I tried out the sentence "I hate my job." It sounded pretty true. It doesn't look bad on paper, but I've just had a hard time lately being motivated enough to go. I do, but about 500m before I get there, I just have this feeling of dread.

Fuck it. I'm taking the afternoon off. No one will miss me.